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R.I.P.

Sun Aug 31, 2008, 1:53 AM
  • Mood: Tearful
My aunt just passed away. August 23th she turned 88.

Today, I had started my paperroute around 10 am. Apparently my mum got a phonecall from my grandpa, that my aunt wouldn’t live much longer anymore, at most a few days. I came back around 11 am, showered and at 11.30 am we got a phonecall. My grandpa again. Telling that my aunt has passed away.

I have good memories of her, mostly from christmas and birthdays.. I never saw her that much. I have gotten presents from her; figures/dolls/knitting work etc.. and I’m glad I have always kept them. Eventhough we knew she was going downhill slowly and at one point didn’t see her at all…for me I guess it’s still hurting in a way.

Years ago, we noticed her going downhill..she forgot more and more, completely disorientated etc.

Guess I just wanted to get this off of my chest. The phonecall was ten minutes ago. I will miss her in a way, because I always hold memories dear. Even if I was never close to her.. I will miss her. She was kind.

I don’t know if there will be a funeral, or if I’m invited or .. I just don’t know. Guess I will let it know if there is.

I never thought…I’d cry for her death… :heart:



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Mood: Sympathy ~RenegadeBladesman Aug 31, 2008, 2:16:01 AM
I am so sorry to hear that, the death of a family member is hard on everyone...

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~killer-by-law Aug 31, 2008, 3:14:57 AM
Oh man, I'm sorry to hear that. Even more because you were so close to her *hugs* I hope you'll feel better.

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~hontokawaiinekochan Aug 31, 2008, 3:58:02 AM
well, I wasn't close....but yeah.. still sucks... <3
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~JuMpInMonKee Aug 31, 2008, 6:57:31 AM
*hugs tight* you two still have a lot of good memories hun. if you need me you know where to find me. shes still with you if you let her so don't forget that.

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~KitsyLove Aug 31, 2008, 10:15:17 AM
I'm so sorry to hear this.It's never fun to hear that a family member died...I hope you feel better soon,she sounds like she was a really,really kind of person. Well,you know you can always talk to me when you need to talk to someone.^^

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~MademoiselleRouge Aug 31, 2008, 2:21:43 PM
I'm sorry about that, my dear *A big hug*

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~hontokawaiinekochan Sep 1, 2008, 11:10:19 AM
I'm fine. It just sucked to get to hear the news...today..it was no different than usual... just wonder about a funeral..if I'm invited..and..if so..how will I feel..
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~hontokawaiinekochan Sep 1, 2008, 11:12:17 AM
:heart: Thanks. I've always kept her stuff safe as memory...because I already didn't see her often. And for years now..he memory went worse and worse...so in a way...we had already lost her. So..yeah...today was like any other for me...but I wonder about the funeral...most likely I won't be there.
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